Or is it Hiccoughs I never know. Last week I posted about the struggles I was having with my anxiety and depression which I thought were compounded by the medications they had me on for my cystic acne.
We had a birthday party to go to this week, there was a bouncy house that I indulged in.
Run for your lives little children
There was also silly string. My husband decided when we got home to attack me with it. We have sword fights and nerf wars and silly string battles on a regular basis but that night after spending a day with people I didn’t know well and being very on edge It threw me into a full blown (hyperventilating, sobbing, convulsing, deer in the headlights) panic attack. It’s hilarious in retrospect, it was confusing and frustrating at the time and all I could think of were those stupid “triggered” memes.
Surprizingly after that night I was feeling upbeat enough to work on a project over Memorial Day but… it didn’t cooperate. It’s the tiny rocking chair I got while in Michigan. One of the screw heads broke off while disassembling it. It was rusted through and needed to be replaced anyway unfortunately, now we get to dig a broken screw out of the leg. It isn’t a huge deal but it put the breaks on that.
It’s going to take some more finagling.
But it’s not all bad
First look at this face!!! My skin has never looked better. It feels really raw and dry but it looks amazing.
Ummm #nofilter? And no makeup and if I’m going to toot my own horn the library is looking pretty good too.
Secondly my dermatologist confirmed that either the accutane OR (given that aunt flo decided to visit in the middle of my cycle despite the little pills telling her there’s no room at the inn) the birth control are compounding my mental health issues and that it’s definitely time to stop.
And the angels sang
Last I’ve decided to take a huge leap of faith in myself. I’ll have more about that mystery in later posts but I’m already incredibly excited about what is to come.
Oh… Okay… maybe just a little hint
4 thoughts on “Hiccups”
I don’t know, but, that Lularoe looks really nice on that manikin! LOL
It sure does!
Hmmm, what is this leap? I must know! OK, I’ll wait patiently